I’m happy to announce, my “business” failed this year.
False marketing failed this year – pretending I have it all together when I don’t as a “coach” failed. Participating in notions of perfectionism failed. It is not a strategy that is in alignment with me.
I am happy to announce, over-giving failed this year. I stopped endlessly giving in the hopes that I would receive – clients, attention, money, or validation that what I was giving was worth it to anyone. Business built on giving in the hopes of receiving failed this year.
Trying to figure out what you wanted to hear or receive, so that I could give it, failed this year.
Getting in front of the camera or making a social media post because some formula says I’m supposed to failed this year.
Holding up more than is mine to hold up failed this year, so that other beautiful realities of how the feminine is meant to be supported could be realized and energetically restructured.
Pressuring my mission, this soul of Embodied Breath that came to me in 2017, squeezing and pushing her, always demanding more of her, behaving toward her as the world has treated the feminine – that failed this year.
Self-sacrifice failed this year.
Emulating patriarchal, extractive business techniques that tell us that we as female entrepreneurs can “have it all!” as a one-woman show, which forces us to sell sell sell and build build build, and inherently manipulate our potential clients – that also failed this year.
Hiring business coaches to tell me how to run an inherently patriarchal business, when I could and potentially should be sharing my realizations with them, failed this year. Overlooking the inherent feminine trauma inside of this coaching “industry” while so many attempt to do it differently but are silently finding out it doesn’t work if you want to actually do it differently – that failed this year.
Participation in that which does not align with my values failed this year.
What I thought was “business” thankfully failed this year.
Assuming that if I played by the rules and legal structures laid out as options for me and other female entrepreneurs that I would be supported and successful in an inherently patriarchal culture failed this year.
Anything that is not energetically sovereign failed this year. Giving away my resources failed for me this year.
Selling myself failed this year. It’s not me or “female entrepreneurship” or talent, resume, or title that I’m selling. It’s love that I’m offering, and love that I am exchanging, because it is love that I am being, and it is love that I serve.
Love didn’t fail this year. Love was birthed this year, from what has honestly been a perpetually tender heart. Love rose as my “why” this year. And from that, trust began to thrive this year.
Connection didn’t fail. Nor did authenticity or the willingness to sit with you in the very real spaces. In fact, the most real of the real are the only spaces I will now enter, when the invitations come to invite me there.
The devotion to creating the new paradigm we need – that is thriving this year.
The need on this Earth for what Embodied Breath and I have co-created over these last four years didn’t fail – it’s alive and well. And so all of these other things failed so that I could get it in my little human head that “business” isn’t what it’s ever been about.
It’s about the mission – for unity of feminine and masculine on all levels, for the return of the regenerative and prosperous feminine, for the sovereignty of our resources.
It’s not a business, it’s a mission.
And in 2023, this mission is becoming a Ministry.
May we have the heart and wisdom to allow the old structures to fail, so that love can help build a new earth.
May my energy and my life be of service to this re-unified frequency of partnership and love.
Sarah Poet
*I am not going anywhere. This is to announce that foundations & energetic structures are changing within a regenerative frequency of Love.
You can still contact me any time.
Serving Union: https://www.sarahpoet.com/consciousrelating
Serving Women: https://www.sarahpoet.com/privatementorships
Serving Men: https://www.sarahpoet.com/private-coaching-for-men