Spirituality - Sarah Poet

With great soul potential…

About a year ago, I was standing at a pot-luck in a conversation with a man who is a local shaman.

We were talking about the “next level” of our soul’s path and whether or not we were making progress.

Honestly, at the time, I didn’t feel that I was making adequate progress. Things got hard there for a minute.

I was telling him how, when I first had made the huge leap from a steady paycheck to becoming an entrepreneur, I was almost magically financially supported.

My career in education ended sort of badly and abruptly, with that extra “nudge” us soul-folks know happens when we drag our feet, and when I learned that I was going to have to leave sooner than later, I heard a message out of the blue that said, “Go refinance your house right now.”

It was SO clear and loud that I went to the bank that day. I had my employer sign my income verification about 24 hours before it would have been too late, and as a result, I had a $45,000 cushion when I was pushed out the door and into “spiritual entrepreneurship.”

I told this local shaman that story, and I told him how now I didn’t seem to be getting large sums of $45,000 or anything even close to that, and he laughed and said, “Because now it’s up to you.”

I knew what he was talking about, but it’s taken me a bit longer to really embody it.

The person who we are when we make a big leap is someone incredible! And then, we have to keep leaping! Our faith has to stay strong!

Recently, I’m learning two of those “soul lessons,” which are connected, and so I thought I’d share with you.

ONE: With great soul potential comes great responsibility.

So you’re a light-worker, an intuitive, a mystic, an artist who channels… YOU ARE A VERY SPECIAL PERSON. Great.

Now that we recognize that, what are we going to do about it? I think this recognition takes all but a holy moment, but if you’re like me, you want the recognition to last and last.

Spirit/God was like, “Yeah girl! Leap! Here’s $45K!” but why, if I don’t advance on my soul journey, would God be like, “Here, just have some more and more and more until you decide to keep going for it.” That’s like a God trust fund, which doesn’t actually feel good.

We have to continue to be an energetic match for that which we want to receive.

I’m not who I was five years ago, so I can stop expecting Spirit to treat me like it did five years ago.

TWO: When we’re waiting on God, often God is waiting on us.

So obviously these go hand in hand.

Part two of this is that while we’re waiting around for God to drop in another $45K, all pouty about why it’s not happening like that, we’re actually playing smaller than God knows that we are.

(When I say God, I’m saying Mother Father God, the 12D+ Unity force of Creation, btw.)

Recently I realized that I felt a wee bit abandoned by this Creational force. And then I realized, “Oh, God’s waiting on me to grow up and be the version of me that I now actually am.”

I was on this communal prayer call, and I thought, “I’m going to speak up for my prayer. Dang it – I’m going to do it. I never just say what I need. Here I go. I’m doing it!”

And then what happened was that it wasn’t spoken by the folks holding the call, which was *perfect* and hilarious. I went for a walk in the woods afterwards and was questioning God, a little sulky, and the message was, “Because you don’t need that! Every ball is in your court, Sarah! We’re waiting on you.”

That’s a reality check for you!

When it’s not happening for you, it may be because you are not actually being all you were sent here on Earth to be.

So, let’s check our inner victim and our inner pouty-pants, and let’s ask ourselves “Given who I am and the mission my soul is on in this lifetime, what is mine to do in this moment?”

And then we do it. Without the hand-hold, we do it. We leap into our next soul assignment, our next version of who we are meant to be and embody.

We acknowledge the responsibility of being all we came to be. And the beautiful, incredible opportunity to actually be it.

Spirit will meet us there, no question.

To the leap!

In love,
Sarah

The Grandmothers Came Forward. Ancient wisdom for the modern feminine.

In a time of personal depletion, when another relationship had failed, a league of Grandmothers came forward with a blessing for all of us.

When Heartland came to me, I was living on a piece of land that I’d been invited to live on by a man I was in a relationship with.

When he told me (long story short) that I’d have to leave again, no warning, after asking me and my child to move in and “make a life with him,” I was completely blindsided, but also… not.

This sort of thing had happened before.

Investing in the masculine with my feminine resources, wanting to receive goodness and be in a conscious relationship, and hoping that through it all, my prosperity would actually amplify rather than life being harder for it.

But my prosperity was depleting. Overall, as I had invested myself into these relationships, my overall resources- including financial – were depleting.

I fell to my knees on this sacred piece of earth that I’d been living on for the last eight months. I had been working with this one area of the land that felt like a divine portal of energy, and I was learning through direct intuition and listening to the land the reality of the feminine currents in the earth, the ley lines, and how we all are rehabilitating the feminine on earth together.

And as I was in this awakening, my resources were attacked. It was no accident. As I was getting stronger in some ways, it was like some invisible force was going to make sure that I didn’t get too far ahead.

What this meant for my finances, my relationship with my son, my living situation, my ability to focus on my business – the overall cost of this situation and the depletion was going to set me back. One more thing to deal with. I felt like my usual strength was waning.

I fell to my knees on wet Earth and I think my forehead even laid on the ground. I was beyond being “over it.” I don’t remember exactly what my prayer was, but it was something like, “Why?” and from the depth of my soul.

Answered Prayer:

And in that moment, droves of Grandmothers came forward. I had never seen anything like it. They showed up to answer the question so deep within me.

Some were indigenous people of the land, some were grandmothers of my own lineage, others were clearly star beings and had different body shapes, some were made of light. Some carried their crafts and others reached out to me.

They all came forward.

They cried, they wailed, they banged drums. They made sounds on behalf of the Earth and they gave me these messages. They said, “Remember, the Earth knows this depletion. The Earth knows what it is to be taken advantage of. Every day while living on this land, you listen to the machines in the nearby quarry, you feel the rape of the land. You know that there is a sacred transit of feminine energy running through this land and you know that the quarry is at war for it. You know this and you are not wrong.

“And She is tired. The Earth is tired. The feminine has been tired. We women know your tiredness. We women know the loss of resources to men, to the White Man and consumption, to this way of being that people have that is not sacred, is not the Holy way of being a man. We cry with you. We grieve with you. We know. We see you. Sister, we see you.”

They stood before me and acknowledged, with great empathy and solidarity, the ancient depletion of the feminine that I was experiencing in real time. In that moment, the acknowledgement was so deep.

They gave me Heartland:

They let me know that they were going to help me, but that I was also responsible for sharing this with others. They gave me 8 specific teachings, they called this “Heartland,” and for the last two and a half years, I have been gestating and integrating the Heartland into my life.

Or rather, I have been allowing for the integration of my life into Heartland. Because that’s really what the invitation is – to advance the lives of women beyond feminine depletion, to go to a place that is so inherently regenerative, and to learn that we can access this “place” all of the time.

Heartland is a codex for the New Earth. I don’t love using those words, because they sound so flashy, but truthfully, that is what Heartland is.

I’ve taught Heartland twice, over 8 weeks both times. This year, we will be slowing down this journey to truly activate the teachings at the cellular level and to allow for lives to truly advance. We meet twice a month for energetic alchemy and the teachings, and we stay connected in community between calls via our own Mighty Network.

Recently, I’ve been hearing from the Grandmothers again. They are visiting me, which is a humble and life-altering experience. They are our guides through this journey – out of the depletion of old-world, patriarchal energetics that deplete women’s resources, and into the space of the Regenerative Feminine – the Heartland.

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Are you in the trap of an inversion?

In an inversion, the energetics are turned inside out, like a literal black hole.

Do you know when you are in the trap of an inversion?

Hint: it’s when you feel a lot of hardship or discomfort.

“Inversion” is a word we’re hearing more and more in spiritual communities and I feel called today to share about it.

Inversions are like “collapses” in the collective field of human consciousness.

It’s like – something that most everyone believes, but it causes a lot of discomfort and most people don’t stop to consciously ask “Why are we doing this?”

It’s like an “inside out” version of what should be reality.

So let’s look at examples of inversions in our current collective consciousness:

Men have power over women
It’s just normal for a woman to feel depleted
Women should just be expected to have sex with their husbands or partners
Men should always be strong
The world was created by a male God
You have to exhaust yourself to have the resources you need
People with certain genetics have power over other people with other genetics

Remember, these are collective beliefs or subconscious collective patterns. And, they turn lives inside-out and upside-down.

They are inversions.

And, inversions trap humans.

That is what they are made to do. Whomever, or whatever, developed an inversion such as “males are more powerful than females” created that trap for a reason, which ended up benefitting the forces in power as alllllll of that feminine energy over time went to fuel the existence of the power structure and inversion.

The inversion of “it’s just normal for a woman to be depleted” or “a woman should continue to give even though she’s depleted” is an inversion that benefits power structures, but not the women who are depleted.

In an inversion, the energetics are turned inside out, like a literal black hole.

When we participate in continuing to live out an inversion, giving our energy to it, we give our energy to the black hole. This is why we feel depleted, experience traumas related to power and domination, etc.

Your energy does not have to be given to the black hole of an inversion.

As we awaken in consciousness, we are giving less and less energy to these mind-tricks and then, we will need to discover alternatives. (Right now, we are still collectively confused about the alternatives because as people are tired of the inversion and the associated black-hole depletion, they fight back. But this only causes more depletion and net loss of energy. So for example, women fighting against patriarchy while being mad at men is a net loss of energy into the black hole that created the power dynamic in the first place, not a freedom from it.)

Women, you have the opportunity now through Sept 9 to heal the inversion of feminine depletion by entering the Heartland for our 2023 group journey.

Heartland is a full codex and regenerative solution to the inversion of feminine depletion.

Yes, you read that right.

Depending on how you now decide to devote to your thriving life force, Heartland is an opportunity for a complete healing of the inversion of patriarchal depletion on women, and a rising into a new and unified paradigm based in new expressions of love and prosperity.

I believe this is where the world is going.

And women, Heartland is our pathway.

Energy architecture & the source of longing.

The consciousness of what we are doing in our awakening on the planet at this time is remembering that there is a greater field, a greater system of architecture and alignment that our soul was always intended to be a part of.

When we are connected to the One Source God Source, the all that is, it’s not an idea, it is an energetic architecture, a patterning that encompasses Life.

There are many many distortions in this patterning. Many things that we call social structures or cultural dynamics, like patriarchy and misogyny, narcissism, but what these things actually are are like glitches in the field. Like a bad “program.” Another way to say that would be to say a “fallen architecture.”

When we obey or align ourselves to the fallen architecture and to the fallen systems, because almost all the time we think that this is reality itself, we then feel our traumas and memories and what we know as humans, we get confused about what reality is. And so a lot of the time these fallen/false templates are default modes of operation, rather than our own awakened consciousness, which you can imagine serves someone else’s agenda – not your own. And the energy that you relentlessly give, trying to “improve” your conditions within a fallen architecture are actually rerouted to serve negative agendas. Your energy is used against Life rather than for it.

We were all designed to connect right into the architecture of the pure consciousness of Source and of the Earth and the healthy grids in the earth. You can look at it like a sacred geometry. And it is these fallen templates that have broken humans from the architecture – an actual energetic break has occurred – and there is immense opportunity now to realign, reconfigure, and actually re-energize our template or blueprint.

So what does this look like? Yes, it looks like trauma healing, getting free of patterns, boundaries, knowing where our resources go, etc etc but it is also developing practices where you are actually practicing the new energetics and restoring the architecture of Source within You. You have to erect the fallen architecture. It’s the very crux of what we are doing on this planet.

We yearn to be a part of creation. We yearn to know the divine and heal depletion – and this is how we do it.

You have to practice the energetics that you do not see around you in the 3D, but you trust to exist because your Soul longs not only to know God, but to know your connection with the living frequencies of God, which is possible.

It’s like you’re saying, “Okay I know that there is all this fallen architecture and falsehood, and I am going to spend time every single day practicing what is actually true, and what I actually want to cultivate.” You get yourself free in this way. This connection that is inherently regenerative, inherently life-giving, and it is within that sacred connection to the Christos Sophia, to the earth grids, to Source, and “clicking” back into the architecture that was always designed to be whole.

On my journey, I say that I have been healing and reuniting feminine and masculine on all levels. Let’s look at what that has to do with this. The human mind has a lot to grasp as we exit patriarchy and have to rewrite this patterns, these stories, about who has power and who doesn’t, and who has access to resources, who provides, who creates, etc which continues to reinforce a false-architecture and false-grid under our lives and under the earth as we repeat those stories.

To spend time every single day realigning to that which is inherently the structure of the earth that we always dream of and want to live on, and there’s all these methodologies for navigating walking as a human on the planet, but humans are still suffering and I think that this is because we are not actually reconnecting to the Source connection and grid connection and circulating the new, vibrant, regenerative frequencies that are available to us. Everyday spirituality doesn’t get at this.

We can bring the integrity of this divine architecture back to our lives. These are not just ideas, this is an energy system. So feminine and masculine becomes a dance with Creation, because all of life is the Christos Sophia, the masculine & feminine energies, and that all organization comes from this dance. Sophia is the creational space and sound, and the Christos being the light consciousness and when they come together they create the third thing – creating a trinity. The trinity frequency is inherently regenerative.

We need to stop trying to heal our suffering without changing the structure of consciousness that we are operating in. Most of us do not see the bridge. It is through the reunification of that which creates and structures the Architecture of Living Life.

So when I am talking to women about the Heartland, I am talking about this journey where we are replacing the old template and connecting into Place (positive earth grids), the Heart, and new frequencies. We do this via connections in Nature, allowing yourself to journey into a multidimensional experience that is a combination of this world and what is not of this physical world (but where this world could go as humans anchor this architecture), allowing the “regenerative feminine” frequencies to work through our being, clearing the holographic field, and imagining a new reality for the feminine (and all life), and in doing so, we bring the New Earth, the new world, closer together. We’re bringing the future closer.

We go to the Heartland and say, “This is more real than anything that I have been experiencing in these fallen templates, and I don’t choose these false things like depletion and scarcity anymore.” You might still have residual trauma, or get triggered, or still have money issues, because humanity is complex, and, we simultaneously choose to cultivate a practice to experience a New Earth regenerative feminine frequency, continually. We are going to be on this path, with ever-better results and experiences, for the rest of our lives and then some. Because we are talking about planetary evolution, and each of us is an integral part of that. It’s why we are here.

This is the invitation. To receive the Heartland codes, to practice them, and to allow them to change your life, just like you would practice anything else. Also, in being in these new frequencies, we clear much of the old density of the other realms because we have just realized a higher frequency and lower density problems can not continue to exist in these spaces. It requires diligence and devotion to discover and hold a new frequency. But doesn’t it sound worth it?

Heartland 2023 begins September 13, 2023.

Fierceness is required: embracing strength through love.

Also, simultaneously a few weeks ago, my friend Lisa sent me a picture in a text message and let me know that she felt guided to set up a place for me on her prayer altar. In the center of this prayer altar was a picture of me.

Journal Prompts to consider before, during, or after reading this blog:

Where in your life are you feeling like you need to fight for something? Is it exhausting or energizing you?
What is the difference, for you, between sacred fierceness and fighting?
How do these two feel different in your body? In your breath?
How do you want to embody your sacred fierceness more in your life right now?

A few weeks ago, I was talking to my friend Betsy and I said, “Betsy, I do not want to have to be the warrior anymore.”

You can hear the exhaustion in that statement.

Well, I believe, because I experience, that there is always a divine dance of Creation going on. A sacred unfolding.

In that statement of mine, there was exhaustion, but there was also a little stuckness. I had tired of being a warrior along the way….

Also, simultaneously a few weeks ago, my friend Lisa sent me a picture in a text message and let me know that she felt guided to set up a place for me on her prayer altar. I was surprised because we hadn’t talked about an exact thing that would have prompted this, but I wasn’t surprised because I know that Lisa is always listening to the divine and if she felt to do it, there was a reason why.

Lisa is a friend that continually makes magic and I truly love to notice and weave the Mystery with her.

In the center of this prayer altar was a picture of me. The layout of everything on the altar was astonishingly beautiful and thoughtful, but the picture surprised me because it was an old photo that I’d had on the back of my first business cards. She’s had this for years.

The photo, I realized in that moment but also more deeply throughout the next few weeks (that’s what I mean by “weaving”), was historically very significant to me because it was the first time that I “saw myself.”

I had gone in for professional headshots, and the photographer nudged me to take off my sweater and do a few shots in my flimsy old tank top, that truly I felt at home in.

The photo, when I saw it, still a school principal at that time, was strength. It was me. It was the me, underneath, that I felt but that I didn’t always know how to express, and here it was embodied.

And then, that was the photo that showed up from Lisa. A reminder.

And then I said, “Betsy, I don’t want to have to be the warrior anymore.”

Well, then a few weeks went by, things happened, and I did an 11 day spiritual practice that truly helped to regain so much life force, and then as I cleared energy, of course this affected things in outer relationships (as it always goes.)

And as I was witnessing an old pattern arising related to men & masculine, I noticed I felt different. I told Betsy, “I felt fear for a minute, but then I felt strength.”

The strength was different. It wasn’t a fighting strength. Younger-me had a lot of fighting strength, and then that was lost, or rather, let go. I grew tired of always being resilient. But (and I’ve written about this elsewhere), that was okay. Because fighting strength requires the nervous system, and one day that will tap out. True strength and resiliency comes from a different place. Turns out I’ve been cultivating it for some time, but am just realizing it.

Last year, I went deep deep down into the space of my own heart. I got so familiar with the aches and beauty, and I came to know love differently.

As it turns out, from that place is also where strength returns.

I was sitting in prayer this morning, and I asked, “Divine Shekhinah, what do I need to know right now?”

And in dropped the message, “The Sacred Warrior in you is a part of your divinity. It is sacred. Feel it now.”

And I sat with that message, the frequency of the Sacred Warrior, with the picture from years ago, the realization that Lisa had helped to evoke this via her prayer altar, and a part of me consciously returned.

Fierceness is required. Sacred Fierceness and the Warrior come through the space of the Heart, and can be trusted. Some things are worth standing for, worth being fierce over.

My path requires fierceness. I am here to disrupt common narratives and repattern aspects of patriarchy. I am here to introduce new information and tell stories. To be me and live my purpose requires the Sacred Warrior.

I am grateful to re-incorporate this, to walk in integrity with this divine energy, to the weaving, to the Mystery, to true sacred sisters Betsy, Lisa and more. I am grateful to look, once again, at this picture and see a true essence, and welcome it.

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, ‘Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?’ Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

― Marianne Williamson, A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of “A Course in Miracles”

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The Masculine As Consciousness & the Effects of Psychedelics

When I, as a woman, think of the masculine as consciousness, I soften in my front body. I trust that if the masculine is consciousness, there is an energetic penetration that allows for my feminine to open.

Do we agree that the feminine is vastness? Openness? It’s okay if we don’t agree, though I’ll continue from this premise.

When I have a relationship with the masculine as light (an expression of consciousness), I feel a trust that life is organized. It is an energetic response. My openness can organize in response to this light.

When I have a trust for masculine as consciousness and light, the natural expression of this is penetration, and there is no guarding, no protective response in me. There is only trust, softening, organization of my openness. I am attracted toward the penetration of this essence of masculine. Energetically, this is the only response of the feminine to true masculine essence.

Now, let’s look at men and psychedelics, because brothers, I’m concerned about things I see.

Psychedelics open your mind. They awaken you. Fabulous, if you choose it as a tool, so be it. Yet I am concerned about the perpetual openness of the consciousness that often results. An openness, a spiritual vastness that some would say is terrific. But is it? Of course open your mind to the inner workings of the All That Is, but if you exude the quality of openness rather perpetually, then where is your penetrative consciousness?

When I find myself in front of a very spiritual man who spends a lot of time on psychedelics, my feminine does not open toward it. Because it can’t. There is no natural inclination to open in this case.

You know what I find to be a lot hotter? Kundalini yoga. It creates a sharpness in the consciousness and in the aura that is… you guessed it…. Penetrative. Reliable. Trustworthy.

Am I saying openness and feminine are not trustworthy? No.

Am I shaming men for being feminine? No.

I am saying that I personally can not feel, in my woman body, an energetic response to your vastness, because I am vastness, and you are not giving me the consciousness needed to electrify my vastness. You have to electrify, to penetrate with embodied God Consciousness, to be poignant in order to invite the true feminine respond to your masculine energy.

There is a difference, energetically, between perpetually open men with endless ideas and men who apply insights to activated consciousness in order to enact more structure, more influence, more impact on this planet.

If you touch God Consciousness while on psychedelics, how do you apply that to the organization of your life? How do you apply this consciousness to new organized structures on the planet? How do you become so embodied, so reliable in these structures that the feminine trusts you more? These are the questions I’d pose.

How do you integrate the openness found in psychedelics into the wholeness of embodied masculinity? If this is what you choose. But you’ll find that women respond much better to you when your consciousness is sharp.

If you feel more open than a woman’s own feminine, then she can not respond to your energy and she can not trust you.

Tell me, men, how do you practice embodying your divinity?